Thursday, February 23, 2006
oh no..everyone's askin me to chill..actualli its true im like realli tied up in school as compared to you..lol..but still it's enjoyable..makes me look forward to the weekends where i can spend some quality time w my family too=)we juz went swimmin at temasek last sunday..hmm..prob goin to some uncle's condo swim swim again..and guess wat??they said tt our PE next week's gonna be swimmin!!aah...noo..i dun hv a single piece swimmin costume..how how how..n i dun wanna wear e midriff revealin one..haiz..all the blubber..well at least it aids bouyancy?haha..so dun complain bout ur PE lessons girl..they're much "less demanding" mentally..lol..
anyways reali realli sorri cant make it again this sat..got a course to attend in sch which burns up practically e whole of sat..frankly i'de rather be singin w u n jadey at kbox!chilling in the freezing lil box n burstin our ear drums..tt's life man..lol..
it's halfway thru my break n im at e lib bloggin again..lol..always too tired when i reach home alreadi..anw juz now after flag raisin i went to Qi-pmunk's class to see the birthday presentation ceremony-to be cont- -ok i'm back- they got tis guy a really kinky pair of boxers..oh my gosh..soo funny la!!the guy was expectin billabong shorts as promised n it turned out to be a silk green underwear!hahaha..got jungle prints all over n a big hairy gorilla..plus a flap dangling out at the front to stuff the you-know-wat in there..then on top of the flap was tis banana picture..lol..below the flap got a measuring tape somemore!!so darn horny la!i never knew that Heeren sold such stuff..
ok..more horny stuff still to come..just now durin math lecture..e lecturer was teachin us how to draw y-square graphs..so he gave us some instructions how2go bout drawin..then he said
"first you all dot the original graph...." here comes the funny part..and i didnt get it the first time round until like 3 minutes later..den i started laughin to myself halfway thru lecture..heh..
"U all arh..better remember to rub the lower part....." The whole group of guys sittin in front started the stupid echo effect thing on the "...rub the lower part.." lol..the lecturer malu sia..
wasn't today a horny day..?anyways i had vball juz now..soo fun!!almost didnt wanna go home..but tummy tooo hungry cannot tk it..then on the bus my sister's once-upon-a-time-BF(u know who rite?) msged me..there's another long story behind tis..but e bottom line is I STILL HATE HIM for e many things tt went wrong when Am was with him..but onli due to compassionate grounds n since he's still after all a fellow human..so anyways here's how it goes..
BF:"sorry i wont let go!ya..i'm reallli childish!but i realli love her!realli painful to avoid her!noe i am selfish.."
Me:"Yes u are!u r so selfish cuz ur givin her a hard time startin afresh and u r also depriving urself of healin old wounds so tt u can get on w life!treasure e gd times n move on!i cant help u if u choose not to help urself..neither can my sis.but if u need to talk..i've got 2 ears."
BF:"k..jux need time to forget her!.....bye."
(4minutes later)
BF:"i jux wanna noe wad she wan...! and i will respect her..."
(yeah rite..aint tt bullsh*t)
BF:"de truth is...i only listen to her and do wad she says...i won listen to anyone anymore...ANYMORE!"
Me:"Fine..too bad then.i tink im juz wastin my time tryin to help on behalf of my sis since she will never change her mind and become ur 'mother' again.."
(alright alright..dun listen den fine..then why are u still replyin me man..)
BF:"huh? my 'mother'? sry den.."
(wah seh..u r quite dumb right..)
Me:"u already do know wat she wants!u know wats best for her.its jux hard for u to accept it.sooner or later u still hv to come to terms with the cold hard facts.Think."
BF:"she wants to forget me n start all over again?rite?hav her own space and make more frens?"
BF:"and....her family too...rite?"
Me:"u got it..but bein with u will also jeopardize her sch status..she's a student leader rmb?need2set gd example.it works e same way for u too.bet u didnt c tt."
(aww..u rmbed her family..thank you veri much..)
BF:"den sry..she will become a loser if she wid me..i love her so i will let her go and do wad she wan..sob..jux really hard to let her go.."
(oh..look who's talkin..loser?i tink i see the words embossed on ur forehead..)
BF:"we hav gone thru alot together.suddenly u ask me to leave her i really cannot..last time she to me she like family..but now..she is my enemy..sob..."
Me:"i know.thats y jux be appreciative u hv such wonderful memories2c u thru tough times.there's many other things out there for u 2 enjoy..Look out..Open up..Let go.."
(wait a minute..i dun tink u treat her like enemy k..will u pls get things straight..)
BF:"and i really treasure her and the time we spent together alot lor..i also a human..i got feelins de..!"
BF:"sob..........sob..............."
(come on...dun be so Pathetic la..)
Me:"cry if u must.scream if u must.throw a tantrum if u must.punch e pillow if u must.tear up homework if u must.but cherish ur life u must..slowly forget her u must.."
BF:"thnx..really dun wish tokin to u........bye"
(ha!so u tired of gettin 'swan' alreadi izzit..bet ull prob msg me again in bout 5..4..3..2..1..tada!)
(OH AND HERES THE CLIMAX BUILDIN UP...)
BF:"may i noe which is the fastest way to die?"
(oh yes..bring it on..i love some action..tink i'm tt naive like my sis izzit...hello???)
Me:"u can try jumpin out the window..prob render urself paralysed 4 life..or slash ur major artery n cause a major mess2trouble ur parents to clear up..or go to the hospital n donate all ur organs to someone else who WANTS to live more then u do.since u dun appreciate ur life..why not give it to others who struggle so hard?"
BF:"k..i will do it now..and i am serious..tell amanda..i love her..take care..bye"
(aint tis the millionth time uve said bye?oh pls..i dun blive these r ur last words..)
ME:"some things i dun hv to tell her verbally im sure she'll know.but some things i even told u but still dun sink into u..so hv u decided which route to take?i will prob be aiding in the police report.any last words?"
BF:"jux wan to be wid amanda forever......!"
ME:"then i hv a better suggestion.go to sleep!go dream of bein with her..she wont be able to join u in heaven until at least 90yrs down the road anyway."
BF:"so?i will wait!and pls if ya tink i am some kind of playboy..not faithful to her den i guess all ya bf are lyk this..me truly love ya sis..willing to die for her at any moment...i doubt any of ya ex can do that!"
(wahh...so macho arh..HA!u need to try harder lil boy..if u wanna 'swan' me back..)
ME:"u tink that's love?i tink thats stupidity!thank you..n ive never had a bf.does tt mean i dont love?im not givin u e answer.go do some soulsearching tonight."
BF:"lame...! dat is really lame......hah...."
lol..i really think he's surrendered..cant out talk me..and so i hvnt bothered replyin..i really dun see a point anyway..aint he hopeless?i'm soooo glad my sis is safely kept away from tis disgustin fella..MEI!i will save you!
oh no..here comes another one of his msges..
BF:"sry sry..guess i am too harsh..i juz wan to be wid ya sis..and i don wan anymore problems..don wan to hurt ya parents...really..sry k!"
(Alright..so now ur tryin to win back my heart rite?realised how important i am i tryin to wriggle back into my sis's life like a lil irky maggot..turnin the good into rotten..my dear boy..u still hvnt got my msg..haiz.well..i guess i'll juz leave u dangling in midair..go figure how to heal tt Pathetic heart of urs..)
Lalalala...
lOve ended at; 6:47 PM